Small and Simple Things

Summer Fun

2011-07-04T09:14:00.001-07:00

Happy 4th of July!

Saturday night we were at the Mesa Arts Center in downtown where we attended the closing performance of Actor's Youth Theater's production of Les Miserables School Edition. Mollie had the experience of her young life spending her summer with this amazing dedicated group of people learning and growing.


Brandon (Javert), Nicholas, Mollie, Brett (Marius), and Dale (Gavroche)


Mollie, Hannah (Mme Thenardier)

These kids were all really and truly amazing. What an experience to have been a part of this show at such a young age.

We are so PROUD of you Mollie!

The show finished just in time for the downtown Mesa 2nd annual 4th of July celebration fireworks show. The fireworks were launched right off of the Theater and parking structure where we were so we (the entire theater full) of people were able to walk out and stand right under them for the show. I don't know if our camera phone photos will be able to give any perspective to how close we were to these fireworks. Let me just say WOW!! The mortar casings were landing all around us and on us, it was amazing.

Tonight we will get together with all of our kids and go out to the desert (if I get my way) to launch our own fireworks. Jared and the boys did the launching in our backyard on New Year's and I was a downer because no matter how much fun we were having I was frightened about doing it in the neighborhood. I am most excited to enjoy the sparklers with Isaac. Sparklers have always been my favorite.

Love it

2011-07-03T15:39:00.000-07:00

I want to own this

I want it on my wall

Love It


found here

This print is just fun

I find it inspiring

I want to look at it everyday and remember the possibilities.

Jared's Birthday

2011-06-14T22:45:00.023-07:00

For his birthday I took him away.

Away from the pressures of everyday life.

We didn't go very far

or do anything spectacular.

Mostly we hung out in pjs,

ate snacks, watched tennis,

and drank Perrier water {lemon and lime flavored}.

I love you Jared

I am so very blessed to have had 24 birthdays

of yours to celebrate with you.

Here's to an eternity of birthdays!

Like a baby

2011-06-12T23:32:00.025-07:00

Some thoughts...

anyone who knows me at all

knows that pretty much my favorite

person is Isaac.

Little people are just special and when you happen

to be the grandparent well

that is where it's at.

So, the other day when he was over and took a late afternoon

swim with Aunt Mollie he came in shivering,

teeth chattering, and wanting to be wrapped up in a blanket.

I had him all wrapped up and we were sitting together

cuddling {my favorite},

when he says "hold me like a baby."

Well how sweet is that,

for as long as I can remember he has said,

"don't hold me like a baby."

I guess that is the secret,

get him shivering cold and then...

he will let me hold him

~like a baby~

Sunday Devotional

2011-06-12T09:01:00.000-07:00

When life is hard

Things seem very difficult

I struggle to find the positive...

Well, there are stories of courage I turn to

Stories that remind me that

One step at a time is good enough

and

I AM Enough.

I heard this last Sunday and I absolutely believe it,

"You are loved because you are Precious,

not for anything you have done."

Here is Stephanie Nielson's courageous story

which Always reminds me to keep on keeping on.

This week when I was flat in bed I listened to a conversation

with Stephanie which was on the radio. It is more in depth and lets you get to know her better. Here is the link to this.

http://radio.lds.org/programs/conversations-episode-26?lang=eng

Have a wonderful Sabbath day my friends.

You are loved because you are Precious.

Late afternoon swim

2011-06-10T20:09:00.000-07:00

Mollie took Isaac for a refreshing cool down in our small pool this evening and I got some super cute photos. I really like when nothing needs to be done and we can do just what we want to do. That is the life for me.

Spring picnic fun.

2011-06-09T05:04:00.000-07:00

This is Happiness.

The great out doors here in April

and

BLUE cotton candy. {made by Aunt Tricia}

We miss you like crazy xoxo.

Christmas Day in Pictures

2011-01-04T15:23:00.000-07:00

I am in LOVE with the Retro Camera App.

I didn't have to do anything to these pictures and here they are just as fun as can be, like I took them 40 years ago.

Merry Christmas late.

I sure hope yours was as wonderful and full of LOVE

as ours was.

We are truly blessed.

2011-01-03T13:03:00.000-07:00

“We cannot see the future with precision, but we can know what the Lord intends and what it will take [for] each of us to qualify personally to participate.”

Henry B. Eyring

Today I intend to ponder this beautiful hope filled promise from President Eyring all day long. I want to take it in, I want it to become part of the fiber of my being. I want to believe with all of my

heart that this is true. I want a testimony of this promise.

I went to bed last night with such anticipation of how many things I could accomplish with a day all to myself with no distractions in the house today. I woke up with such excruciating jaw pain that it had to take priority this morning. I spent time with heat on it. I did not even begin on my list of what I wanted to be important. I prayed for relief. I thought about how nice it would be to have my sister work her magic hands on my jaw and get it to loosen up. Heavenly Father knows me and is aware of my struggles He cares for my needs. Before noon there was a ring at my door and there she was, my sister, I had not called her but she had come by to get something she needed that I had and she had time to help me. I am so very grateful.

A Small Sunday Visitor

2011-01-02T23:45:00.000-07:00

Tonight our favorite grandson came over in his precious winter pj's for a sweet visit.

We finished clearing off the DVR of children's Christmas shows. I think it is a very good thing that Johny has a bed big enough for two!

Happy Sunday.

Welcome to the first Full WEEK of 2011.

I can't wait..

teenagers go back to school tomorrow, YA HOO!

Happy New Year

2011-01-01T23:55:00.000-07:00

Today we were so blessed to have Carlin's family come back over and we watched The Return of the King through. It was just too much last night to watch all of the three movies.
It was such a delight to have them here. Isaac is just my favorite little person. I could watch him endlessly and my heart bursts with the love and tenderness I have for him.

Going Home With Honor

2010-08-24T06:11:00.000-07:00

Jared and his Five older Brothers as they lay their Father's mortal body to rest. August 2010

I have so many things to say.

Only one seems important at this time.

I love you Dad Johnson,

I am so grateful that Heavenly Father let me be your daughter

for almost 24 years of my mortal life.

That is over half of the time I have been alive.

I know that I will always be your Daughter.

This is a very tender thing for me.

Have fun there in Heaven.

I am soooo glad you finally got what you asked for

To Go Home.

Happy Birthday Grandpa Wimmer

2010-08-05T03:37:00.002-07:00


Duane serving in the Army 1963-1964, stationed in Germany.

For my children, for my sweet niece, and anyone who reads this after you,

It is his birthday this week and I wanted to remember him here and record a few of my memories of him for myself and for you. Eleven years ago grandpa Wimmer returned home to that God who gave him life. Eleven years is over half of your lives as his grandchildren.

Your grandpa, my dad, had the most charming smile. I remember that more than anything else about him. He could make me feel special with just a smile.

My daddy and me picking mom's beautiful flowers. 1967

Grandpa Wimmer was a very hard worker. He left for work early before 7am. We lived so close to where he worked at Arizona Public Service that he could leave close to when he had to be there and was home around 3:30 in the afternoon every day. So, as kids we would get up when we heard him, wait for him to open the bathroom door for us and watch him shave every day. (At least that is how it seemed.)

Dad shaves while Tricia and Kim watch.

After his job at APS grandpa would come home and begin a full days worth of chores at home. There were pigs and cows to feed and when I was really young there was still the Wimmer Hatchery to help my Grandma and Grandpa with. That means a whole lot of chickens. Grandpa had gardens as far as the eye can see for a small child. He and grandma worked very hard in those gardens and we had delicious food from them. Grandpa had an alfalfa field which he harvested hay to feed our cows from. There was also an apple orchard with what seemed like endless tasty red apples. I think there was even a pear tree or two.


Grandpa and Uncle Darren on the tractor.

I remember that my dad could fix or make anything. He was always repairing and building. I remember that he took classes to improve his fixing skills, now remember that I was a little girl in the 70's, these classes meant circuits, technology, sodering guns, and all manner of cool things to watch him do.

Your grandpa loved to go camping. We had a Ford truck with a camper on it from the time they brought Aunt Tricia home from the valley. I remember my parents went to Mesa to get me a sister and they also brought home a new truck with a camper on it. He loved to cook camp food and enjoyed being outdoors very much. He went to the Fathers and Sons outings with you boys when you were very little.

I know that it has been difficult for my children to understand why we weren't close to him for most of their growing up. I know that it has been difficult for the the cousins to understand why everything had to be the way it was, and why we couldn't all be close. I am not good at pretending or acting so our family did not participate in most of the extended family functions after Mollie was born.

I want you all to know that I know this the way I know the Sun will rise and the Savior will come again,
Things work out, They ALWAYS work out.
Someday you will understand.
Someday the Savior of us all will touch the
Broken Places
in us all.
He is the great repairer of the
Breach.
His love is infinite and we are all
Children of a Heavenly Father
who Loves us and wants nothing more than for our family to be eternal.

Happy Birthday Dad.

2010-07-28T16:20:00.000-07:00

Today, I made a wish with a little help from this very insightful human Amy Krouse Rosentehal.

I wished... to follow through.

She said my wish was granted, she is very powerful that way.

I am off to figure out what "follow Through" looks like to me.

Time in the kitchen with Mollie

2010-07-26T00:46:00.001-07:00

Time and time again I am reminded that it is the simple things in life which bring me the most joy.

I showed this amazing peach + blackberry crisp to Mollie from a beautiful blogger, Everyday Musings.

Then we were determined to make it ourselves.

So we set out to do just that. Mollie is becoming a wonderful cook and I am so very happy that she enjoys learning to cook and bake.

The creating, smelling, stirring, and mixing were almost as enjoyable as the eating... almost!

Here is the delicious warm fruits of our labors which we scooped luscious vanilla ice cream on and ate it when still hot.

This is a perfect recipe.

We loved the pretzels in the topping.

Thank you Olivia Rae!

2010-07-24T17:36:00.000-07:00

Because some days you just have to eat cheerios right now at Goga's and her kitchen table may or may not be clean enough.

Dear Angie In Pink,

2010-07-21T03:36:00.002-07:00

Dear Angie in Pink,

Because you inspire me on a regular basis

to celebrate the ordinary

to appreciate all that I have

to remember to learn the lesson

Because

YOU are YOU.

I did not have a blog when my children were little.

I was doing good to brush my hair when my children

were little.

Instead of getting jealous of your wonderful charming record I hereby, in honor of you and your inspiration, retroactively begin my own record.

I ♥ YOU Angie in Pink.

Mollie and Me

I remember this night like it was yesterday. Check out those Pearls on her neck.
Love,
Vicki in AZ

Isaac and the Couch

2010-07-18T19:12:00.000-07:00

This week when Isaac was over for the day there was energy pulsing in the hot AZ air.

I was working on a project and Isaac was playing sweetly somewhere near. Has it really been that long since I had a three year old "sweetly playing near"?

I Found THIS...

Yep, you would be right that is my leather couch and it has silver sharpie all over it, at least on that one cushion and arm.
I didn't scream, yell, or anything like it. I remembered to breath, I remembered that I have never taught him that we don't draw on the couch. We wiped it clean together, (as clean as you can get silver sharpie off a leather couch). Did you know Goof-Off can get sharpie out of leather? (mostly).

Yes, we had a big long talk about how we don't ever color on the couch and we never ever use sharpies without permission.

Our Fourth of July

2010-07-06T23:22:00.000-07:00

On Saturday we went downtown to Main Street for our festivities.

We played games, enjoyed each other, ate treats, and of course

watched fireworks!

Here are Isaac and Naomi. They are pretty much the only ones who have the patience for all of my picture taking. I commit to ignoring more Mom picture taking protests!

I commit to taking more shots without intruding, so that I can get some pictures without purposely goofy looks.

I commit to ignoring all the testosterone loaded protests,

I could just kick myself 16 times for not taking several of these.

Blurry is not good.

Old cars are the bomb!

Isaac and Christian don't mind posing for me.

My soldiers, (Naomi took this picture.)

Bonus shot:

I really liked this rental power sign. These generators were everywhere.

Yeah for MESA!

That was a Party.

♥

Random Randomness and then Some Tunes

2010-05-28T17:50:00.002-07:00

Here are some things about my life.

This is what Sunday looks like at my house.

Isaac licking the mixing bowl. Check out the magnifying glass he has there while he eats his waffle. ♥

Today was the last day of SCHOOL for the year. Yeah for summer! Yeah for Mollie and Christian.

My sweetheart gave me a swing for Mother's Day. I spend as much time as I can out there in my SECRET GARDEN. I even blog out there. ♥

This is my beautiful sister and my niece. They entered a look a like mom and daughter contest!

This is a common sight in my home, cats in baskets. ♥

Cow sorts the socks.

Lily naps in the mail basket.

Now here are some tunes I listen to. How to play along. Set your ipod on shuffle and record the first 10 songs, then leave a comment about your random tunes and I will come check it out. It can be fun to see what others are listening to. :)

1. Bach: Brandenberg Concerto #2 in F
2. Oveture to the musical "Secret Garden"
3. A Fine Frenzy: The Minnow & The Trout
4. Miss Saigon , London Cast Recording: Sun and Moon
5. Eva Cassidy: Songbird
6. Randy Kartchner: Peace
7. The Secret Garden, Original Broadway Cast: Wick
8. Clarinet Concerto No. In F-Minor Op. 73
9. Bach: Prelude, from Unaccompanied Cello Suite No. 1 in G Major
10. Rob Gardner: Saints and Pioneers, We Must Sing

No Excuses

2010-05-16T15:16:00.001-07:00

This post is not about excuses for such a long absence. This post is about me living my life, being in the moment, taking one thing at a time and enjoying as much of spring as I can here where I live in the desert. I have missed reading my blog friends and knowing what is going on in all of your lives, or at least the parts you write about ;).

I have done some decluttering, but mostly I have been remembering to appreciate the beauty that surrounds me right now, not just longing for a day in the future when I have accomplished future goals.

My family has kept me busy lately, I think it is good this way as long as I remember that I have needs too and take time for them. Temperatures are climbing and threatening to soar into the 100's soon here in sunny AZ, but last week we had two glorious days of lovely cooler weather and I spent as much of my time as I could when the teenagers were at school outside on my swing reading and just simply soaking up the last of our springish weather.

Have a glorious day and I will be by to comment and let you know I am thinking of you all, dear blog buddies!

"This strong, silent place interrupts confusion, rage, and depression, and just now I feel more at home with the landscape than with people."

~ Joan Anderson

A Year by the Sea

Isaac

2010-04-24T22:56:00.002-07:00

Isaac says really cute things!

Tonight we were all hanging out in the kitchen and having some food he wanted his mom to ask the blessing on the food. Before she started he reached out for me and said "I need my Goga."

During the week I told him we were going to go help our friend Dray at her house, she is moving and is also the woman who cuts his hair. He smiled so big and said, "Dray is my favorite friend." While we were at her house he was very sweet and colored and was all manner of goodness so that we could work. He stopped what he was doing came into the room where Dray was and said, "Dray, my a hair cut is gone."

We all watched Avatar and he got so excited about the helicopters. He also said, "they are camping!"

Last weekend all of my boys went to the father and sons outing for our ward. He was so excited to go "camping" he could hardly contain himself!

What will they say about me?

2010-03-08T12:04:00.003-07:00

Yesterday my married kids came over in the afternoon.
This is a pretty regular Sunday activity.
A treasure.

My son was a little tweaked about what had happened in church that morning. With tact and tenderness I would like to share because it fits with a post I have been toying with for some time now. The original title was going to be What my kids will never say about me...

In my married kids Sunday meeting a family had been asked to give a presentation.
I am sure they are a lovely family with many gifts and great closeness. Unfortunately instead of having the desired effect of encouraging and lifting my kids to want more, they felt that uncomfortable feeling I have felt before. How do I explain it? Do you know the one? "Well look at them aren't they perfect?" Followed by a quick, "I can never be like that."

I listened I gave knowing nods I gave love, I know for sure I have had those kinds of experiences and I wanted my children to know I understood how that felt.

A few minutes later 2 of my sons got in a heated argument and my married son was trying to help them cool down. I looked at my daughter in law with what I hope she recognized as a twinkle in my eye and I said,
"I don't think they will be asking us to give one of those "How to be the perfect family " presentations in church.

There was so much love in our home yesterday as we all gathered
I wouldn't trade my family for anything in the whole world.

So here is the LIST

What my kids will never say about me...

1. I never heard my mom raise her voice to me in anger
2. My mom was always on time
3. My mom came to every game, every practice, and every performance
4. My mom had dinner on the table every night
5. I never heard my parents argue
6. My mom never said a negative thing about anyone, ever!
7. My mom made me practice my instrument and I am grateful for that now
8. My mom was always there for every thing I needed
9. My mom never complained or nagged
10. My mom always put our needs before her own
11. My mom was the best listener

I am sure I can add to this list many times over.

Here is what I want my kids to always be able to say about me.

My mom was honest. She really cared about my feelings and I always knew she loved me NO MATTER WHAT. My mom did not pretend life was always going to be fair or work out the way I wanted but she taught me that Things Work Out, They ALWAYS Work Out and I can trust myself. I can trust my Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ.

My mom was real.

♥

Just Wondering

2010-02-22T03:12:00.003-07:00

Do you think Jared will leave my homepage alone if I post on here?

He said, Vicki, What the heck, Jewel?
Is this the Jewel fan club blog?
He was sick of looking at her
(Sorry Jewel)

So he changed my homepage to Google
Without even asking or telling me!

The sad thing is I didn't even do anything about it.

I love my blog.
I love my blog friends.
Sorry I have been gone so long.

I'm coming home.

♥

Jewel - Hands

2009-09-11T06:07:00.002-07:00

9-11
WE WILL NEVER FORGET

Jewel - Hands
Uploaded by Belzebar. -

Lyrics

If I could tell the world just one thing
It would be that we're all OK
And not to worry 'cause worry is wasteful
And useless in times like these
I won't be made useless
I won't be idle with despair
I will gather myself around my faith
For light does the darkness most fear
My hands are small, I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my own
And I am never broken
Poverty stole your golden shoes
It didn't steal your laughter
And heartache came to visit me
But I knew it wasn't ever after
We'll fight, not out of spite
For someone must stand up for what's right
'Cause where there's a man who has no voice
There ours shall go singing
My hands are small I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my own
I am never broken
In the end only kindness matters
In the end only kindness matters
I will get down on my knees, and I will pray
I will get down on my knees, and I will pray
I will get down on my knees, and I will pray
My hands are small I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my own
And I am never broken
My hands are small I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my own
And I am never broken
We are never broken
We are God's eyes
God's hands
God's mind
We are God's eyes
God's hands
God's heart
We are God's eyes
God's hands
God's eyes
We are God's hands
We are God's hands

Trauma
it happens in many ways
it affects in as many

Survivors
there are countless numbers
we stand
sometimes on feet, knees,
or even faces to the earth
Standing
all the same

TODAY
we unite to remember
Survivors
the ones who count on us
to use our HANDS
to honor and celebrate them

Wordless Wednesday

2009-09-09T10:39:00.002-07:00

Elder Syme, one very brave (blessed?) Trainer.

Wordless Wednesday

2009-08-26T15:26:00.002-07:00

Mollie's Poem

2009-08-26T05:07:00.002-07:00

I am a DANCER.

I wonder if I will ever be AMAZING.

I hear the sound of tap shoes on tile.

I see my face in the mirror as I spot myself after each pirouette.

I want the day to come when I am given the honor of receiving my first pair of Pointe shoes.

I am a DANCER.

I remember the first time I ever did a double pique turn.

I feel the rough calluses built up on my feet from months, years of devotion.

I touch the cold metal ballet bar.

I cry when I feel like I am not good enough.

I am a DANCER.

I understand that I am not perfect.

I say, “ This is what I want to do for the REST of my life.”

I dream of dancing for him…

I believe that I can do anything if my heart is truly in it.

I am a DANCER.

Cute Things Isaac Says and Does

2009-08-22T10:34:00.004-07:00

He pushes the test page button on our printer, gets so excited because he has printed something, and wants someone to make him an airplane out of the paper.

One time, I wasn't paying attention, and he printed a test page on all of the paper in the tray.

He know how to get to my house, is a great back seat driver, and if his parents aren't going to my house but drive near our street he yells, "Goga, Goga."

He gets so excited to play with his Thomas train that he is calling "Thomas" as soon as he comes through the door.
He also has a Billy, an Elizabeth, and a Rosie, but he will not call her Rosie, because Jared called her "what's her face" when he took them all out of the package. Isaac consistently insists on calling her "Face" no matter how many times grandpa tells him her name is Rosie.

He puts the leash on Johny and leads him around the house for a walk.
That is, if he is not climbing on Johny and riding him like a horse, or laying down on Johny's bed with him.

He loves to put pennies in Grandpa's robot bank. He has this funny little quirky thing that he does when he twists each penny before he can deposit it!

He loves to shred paper. He says "schredda" over and over.

He loves to watch Kipper.

He thinks all of our 5 sugar gliders are named "Cal" because one of them is named Calvin.

He is the Joy of his Grandpa and Goga's life.

Wordless Wednesday

2009-08-19T05:01:00.001-07:00

I think I should be a little
Less Wordless...
;)

♥

Wordless Wednesday

2009-08-12T02:10:00.002-07:00

Wordless Wednesday

2009-08-05T01:50:00.002-07:00

Wondering

2009-08-04T20:53:00.002-07:00

Reaching

2009-08-02T15:33:00.003-07:00

Sometimes
You just can't reach
what it is
you need...

Without a FRIEND
to help you
UP.

Person to person,
MOMENT
to moment,
As we LOVE,
WE CHANGE
the WORLD.
~Samahria Lyte Kaufman~

Not another Master Card commercial.

2009-07-31T23:41:00.002-07:00

Strong shoes for walking, biking,
and traveling many miles.
$150.00

Luggage packed and ready to go.
Set for a Long Explore which will
last for 2 years.
somewhere around $1000.00.

A well prepared Missionary...
PRICELESS.

Elder Johnson

2009-07-27T20:07:00.002-07:00

Dear Elder Johnson,

Hi Son! In case you have Forgotten what your
Brother's and Dad look like
I am sending you this picture.
I had to take about 20 pictures of this same pose
to get a picture of you goof balls
looking sweet and not goofy!

Now, this one of you and Carlin...
REALLY SWEET.

This of course is the last time you held
your nephew Isaac.
We talk about you all the time, Yes we
EVEN miss you.
He will not be forgetting you!!
Trust me. ♥

I loved receiving your letter! I smiled a LOT! We shared it with the Bishop and Thomas when they came Home Teaching on Sunday. I though that was so sweet of you to send a picture of you and your companion.

I am sure that you are enjoying all of the reading and learning and studying you are doing. Try to let someone else answer the questions once in a while OK?

All of the cats, gliders, and the dog were fine when we got home.
Johny had freaked out during a storm, managed to knock the air co. out of my bedroom window and met Carlin and Naomi at the door that night when they came over. O Man, that was a dirty mess in the window as you can imagine. Dad had to repair the cord on the air co. He had it all back up and running by Sat. afternoon.
Carlin just took Johny home with them until we got home, because Johny also dug under the gate, lifted it up off of the hinges and met Carlin and Naomi at their car the next night!!!
I guess we all know why he is called Robo-Dog!

Take Care Son. I am sure you are having a grand time with all of the great food in the MTC. Write to me and tell me all about it.
Love You,
MOM ♥

Family

2009-07-26T12:11:00.004-07:00

The best and most
Beautiful things in the World
Cannot be seen or even
Touched.
They must be felt
With the Heart.
~Hellen Keller ~

We spent a lovely afternoon and evening in Salt Lake City the Saturday of our trip. Naomi has wanted so much to experience Temple Square. She, Carlin, and Isaac traveled with us to Utah because she has expressed this desire since joining the Church almost 2 years ago.

Temple Square is always a glorious experience, to see it and feel it through her eyes was a wondrous experience. It has been many years since we took our children also.

Happy Sunday everyone, thank you for all of your love and support.

Home Again

2009-07-24T14:59:00.000-07:00

We are Home again,
after over a week of traveling it feels great to be here!
It has been a very long time since we
traveled far with a two year old!
I am exhausted, and today I won't do
anything I don't have to do.

I am also emotionally drained
from watching my eldest son fly from my nest
on his LONG EXPLORE.
I won't be able to see or touch him for two years!

This is a beautiful flower from my trip.

I have oodles of blog reading to do
I can't wait to catch up with everyone.
♥

Wordless Wednesday on a Thursday

2009-07-23T10:42:00.001-07:00

Blogging Agaist Child Abuse

2009-07-18T02:41:00.002-07:00

I WILL NEVER KEEP SILENT
I will always speak truth.

Abuse of any kind
is wrong.

This is where Strong
Brave Witty Well Educated
and Never Silent
Voices raise to SPEAK OUT
on

The August
BLOG CARNIVAL AGAINST
CHILD ABUSE.

Please join me in
Being Aware.

A Computer Story

2009-07-16T03:12:00.003-07:00

Once upon a time, ok it was less than two weeks ago, Jared put together {I don't know how he does the magic that he does}, a laptop for me. Because I love to blog and such things. Yesterday I found this... My adorable, sweet, charming grandson found a way to break the keys off of the keyboard.

He is so cute and o' so very curious.
Yeah, I should have been watching him.
What was I thinking?
Clearly I Wasn't!
But hey, let's look on the bright side here,
when Jared came home, saw the destruction,
and laughed heartily, he said, "you need to take
some pictures of this. I think that would be
worth a blog post."

Here is a close up veiw of my keyboard,
or what WAS my keyboard.
Bet you are glad you are not me...
at least in the, "She is down one laptop,"
sense that is!

Wordless Wednesday

2009-07-15T10:02:00.001-07:00

A sunset from my backyard.

2009-07-12T21:03:00.002-07:00

Carlin, Naomi, and Isaac Johnson
my sweet and adorable family
nestled safely within the bounds of Jared and My family.
We Love You So.
Congratulations on your 2nd Anniversary.
Being in the Arizona Temple Saturday July 11
with your sweet family as you were sealed to each other
for Time and All Eternity
was and forever will be one of my most
Cherished Days of My Live.

I ♥ You.

Elder Stephan Granger Johnson

On Sunday July 12 we sat in church, together as a Family
to witness the Miracle of a Boy become a Man.
You spoke of your Mission to Serve your Heavenly Father
and Share with your Brothers and Sisters
in Nashville, Tennessee the Good News
of our Savior Jesus Christ and His restored Gospel.

How can a Mother contain the Joy of
two
of the most incredible experiences in her life?

Thankful Thursday

2009-07-09T22:42:00.002-07:00

I can't let this day close without joining my friend Jodi in posting the things that I am so thankful for . Thank You Jodi for the Inspiring Tradition.!!

I am Thankful for My Children.
I am Thankful that Stephan is going on a mission.
I am Thankful that Carlin and Naomi have been married for 2 years this weekend and that they are taking Isaac to the Temple to have their Family Sealed Together Forever this Saturday.
I am Thankful that Christian is so helpful this summer and that he is Happy with his activities.
I am Thankful that My Mollie is a part of my life and that she Talks to Me, she is a Marvelous Young Woman.

And Most of all I am Thankful for my Best Friend and Husband Jared.

Wordless Wednesday

2009-07-08T08:48:00.002-07:00

Going to Costco

2009-07-07T23:09:00.002-07:00

This is the kind of fun we have when we go to Costco!

I will be making one big trip to Costco this Friday.
There is a Going on a Mission, Happy 2nd Anniversary and Happy Sealing Day Party at my house on Saturday at Noon!! Does anyone want to come? Let me know we will put you on the list! Seriously!! I am a good cook are you tempted yet?

♥

Yesterday

2009-07-06T11:02:00.000-07:00

Yesterday We had our Family Portraits taken.
To celebrate Stephan leaving on his mission,
and Carlin & Naomi & Isaac's Sealing in the Temple.

This is not a photo from the photo shoot.
But... ummmm, yeah that is how Isaac posed
for ALMOST EVERY SHOT!!

We had our good friend Dray take the pictures
so it isn't that he didn't know the photographer.
NO...
He IS Two!!!

I am reminded of why the last Formal family portrait on my
wall is from when Mollie was 2.
That was 12 years ago.

Happy 4th of July!

2009-07-04T23:50:00.002-07:00

Happy 4th of July!!
This is Christian and his Band
Extra Lucky.

There is Christian on the left in the front, Tanner in the back with the guitar, Anthony also on guitar, and Jeff there in front of the Flag on drums.

Extra Lucky had a gig today at Zach's 4th of July Bash!!

This is Isaac having a great time in the sprinklers.

He can't resist Water!
I can't resist Him!

2009-07-04T14:33:00.002-07:00

This is our Bright Angel.
She is a DANCER.

May is full of preparation for
the Dancers
at Jeanne's School of Dance.
May is the culmination of hours and hours
of hard work and fun.
May means Recital.

Mollie, You Shine.
We are so proud of your hard work.

Young Women's Retreat

2009-07-01T21:56:00.002-07:00

I went with the Young Women in my ward on a retreat 2 weeks ago! We had a Great time. These are pictures from skit night and when we were ready to leave. I love these girls!!!

Wordless Wednesday

2009-07-01T03:11:00.000-07:00

Tuesday

2009-06-30T22:09:00.000-07:00

Today I am grateful that last night I had a sleep study done. I truly feel like I am on the right track to finding some answers for my constant lack of energy.

Monday

2009-06-29T04:44:00.003-07:00

This is what I would rather do with my laundry baskets anyday! Happy Monday friends!

I can't believe it is the last few days of June.
I have spent most of my time lately trying to capture and hopefully create sweet moments as our time with Stephan home is drawing to a close. We, he and I spend close to 600 dollars last week on things he need for his mission. He is so happy and cute when he is shopping, and just like his mom, wants to finish as soon as possible. Get what he needs and get out!
I also confess, I am trying so hard to stay calm about getting the house clean in time for all the festivities coming up. I worry too much, but I am trying not to.

I am also trying to survive this heat with a good attitude, doesn't always work. I am so happy to report though that with the milder than normal June, lots of watering, (thanks for all your help Chris!), and some extra blessings from God, many of my plants are still thriving! This is a thrill to me. I can't wait for the RAIN!!!!

2009-06-25T14:12:00.002-07:00

If someone, anyone, would have told me two years ago... that I would spend peaceful beautiful hours in the Temple with my two sons and one daughter in law today, June 25, 2009, I would have found this so very hard to believe.

Miracles are real. Our Family is a Testimony of Miracles.

We shall find peace.
We shall hear angels.
We shall see the sky sparkling with diamonds.
Anton Chekov

Sunday Blessings, Father's Day Edition

2009-06-21T20:49:00.003-07:00

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY JARED

This is your special day, we celebrate and honor you on this day.
Even though I am sure you feel that we torture you more than honor.
We want to let you know that we appreciate all of the hard work you do for all of us.
We also love how much you play with us.
You are a crazy kooky nutty goofy guy who keeps us laughing as often as possible,
{even if we don't want to.}
We love your hugs.
We love your encouraging talks.
We love you testimony of Jesus Christ.
We love that you want to be with us all Forever, even if we drive you crazy.
We love that you can fix almost anything.
We love that you are a good listener.
We love that you are a good teacher.
We love that you read scriptures with us and pray with us everyday.
We love to listen to you sing and play the guitar.
We love that you are patient with us most of the time.
We love that you spend time with us.
We love going on vacations with you.

I love that you love my cooking.
I love that I can talk to you about Isaac endlessly and you love it.
I love your Kisses.
I love that you are so patient with my shortcomings.
I love that you dream big dreams with me.
I love that you are endlessly my Friend and Lover.

I love that our Family can survive this life,
We are in this Together!

The Answer

2009-06-17T12:40:00.002-07:00

Today I sat down again to work on my lesson for the Laurel class on Sunday, these are the Young Women ages 16-18. I worked on the lesson yesterday and found myself overwhelmed. It is just so much easier for me to teach the precious Sunbeams, they are 3 and 4 year olds.

As I began reading and pondering I though, "I am going to miss Primary, where the answer to all of the questions is JESUS, then I realized... JESUS is the answer to our questions.

"It seams that the essence of our mortal journey and the answers to the most significant questions in life are distilled down to these brief elements in the opening scenes of the Savior's earthly ministry. One element is the question put to every one of us on this earth: "What seek ye? What do you want?" The second is His response to our answer, whatever that answer is. Whoever we are and whatever we reply, His response is always the same: "Come," He says lovingly. "Come, follow me." Wherever you are going, first come and see what I do, see where and how I spend my time. Learn of me, walk with me, talk with me, believe. Listen to me pray. In turn you will find answers to your own prayers. God will bring rest to your souls. Come, follow me."

ELDER JEFFREY R. HOLLAND

Wordless Wednesday

2009-06-17T12:38:00.001-07:00

Garage Bands belong in Garages

2009-06-16T23:21:00.002-07:00

Today Christian and his band Extra Lucky practiced in my Living Room. Don't get me wrong here, these are some hard working, great sounding musicians, but I was NOT feeling Extra Lucky today.
My house was shaking and now my head is aching.
The End

Carlin and Naomi's Day

2009-06-15T18:38:00.003-07:00

Carlin and Naomi went to the Mesa Temple
this past Saturday.

Jared and I experienced the joy of escorting them as they took out their Endowment. I went into an explanation of what a Temple Endowment is, just over a week ago when Stephan went to the Temple... here. Carlin and Naomi have been married for almost 2 years and we are cherishing the miracle and blessing of their good choices. Carlin and Naomi's story is found here. Honestly, I have felt overwhelmed having so many blessings happen in our family in such a short space of time.

Tonight for Family Home Evening, we all gathered at our house and shared sweet and tender feelings about the Temple and how tender the Spirit of our Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ are in that Holy House.
Then we ate super yummy sorbet treats from Costco where Mollie, Naomi, Isaac, and I spent our afternoon shopping. They were so pretty in coconut shells, pineapple halves, lemon halves, and orange halves. The perfect way to end a special evening together.
♥

Isaac at the Bright's Farm

2009-06-15T18:34:00.002-07:00

Last Friday Isaac and I went to visit our friends
and all of their animals.
♥
Above all,
watch with glittering eyes
the whole world around you,
because
the greatest secrets are always hidden
in the most unlikely places.

Those who don't believe in magic
will never find it.
ROALD DAHL

crazyland: Tombstones, Daisy's, and A Birthday Giveaway.

2009-06-15T00:35:00.000-07:00

crazyland: Tombstones, Daisy's, and A Birthday Giveaway.

Go check out one of my favorite Bloggers ever for a great give away!!

2009-06-12T22:13:00.003-07:00

Isaac and Jericho

Today Isaac and I went for a walk.
We started out to go visit Becky but first we went to see Jericho.
We had a lovely visit and what fun to find her home on such an impromptu occasion. Isaac had a grand time exploring all of the Lewis's toys.

Then we walked to Becky's and visited the bunnies, o so many bunnies, the chickens and all of their chicks, the ducks, the geese, and the turkeys. Isaac was adorable learning to honk like a goose.
Becky's children love to play with Isaac and I love to watch him play with them.

Jared and I had a very early in the afternoon date so that I could work in the yard as the sun was going down in the evening.

Tomorrow is another Temple Day for our Family, this time Carlin and Naomi. I can hardly wait.
Our blessing are Tremendous.

Wordless Wednesday

2009-06-10T20:30:00.001-07:00

Hydrangeas

2009-06-09T19:09:00.006-07:00

I love Hydrangeas

My very sweet friend over at Wendi's Happy Place grows these beauties in a very special spot with magical powers at her front door.

She knows I love them.
She loves me.
She sent me a lovely message here on my blog from California, at the beach,
"Go pick my hydrangeas, someone should be enjoying them."
I smiled so very big and picked her flowers with glee!

Thank you for sharing you beautiful hydrangeas with me Wendi.
I shared them with Becky Bright because it was her Birthday.
She could not believe you could grow them here in Mesa.
I told her you are magic.
She agreed! ;)

Everyone Should Have A Froggy Pool

2009-06-09T00:44:00.003-07:00

Isaac Has a Froggy Pool

It sprays water in his face
Aunt Mollie plays with him

Johny wishes he could play in the pool, but will settle for a love tap.

I think froggy pools could maybe solve many problems...

2009-06-08T14:51:00.000-07:00

I am not keeping up with my responsibilities.
I am tired way to often and it is just too easy to put off what needs to be done until later.

I am struggling with depression

If I put in writing here in my little place the statement,

I want and need to go back to the gym, I felt better when I exercised regularly!
I wonder if this will help me start? Put on the right clothes, the right shoes, get my towel and water bottle, go to the car and drive to the gym. That would be a good thing for me to do.

I need to clean my house. I need to get rid of all the things I don't need and get my mess under control.
I wonder if I start by cleaning the kitchen and my bathroom...
This one is overwhelming.

Determine that the thing can and shall be done, and then we shall find the way.
Abraham Lincoln

Stephan's Day

2009-06-06T22:22:00.002-07:00

Today we spent a special day in the Mesa AZ Temple
with Stephan as he prepares to serve his Mission
in Nashville, Tennessee.

This has been one of the most sacred and lovely days I have ever experienced as a Mother. Stephan was radiant and it is my honor to be his Mom.
I am truly humbled to have a son willing and able to make the choice to continue following our Savior Jesus Christ.

Today Stephan received his Endowment in the House of the Lord, the Temple.
I thought I would record here what an Endowment is... "A special spiritual blessing given to worthy and faithful members of the Church in the Temple."

I copied this following statement from the official Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints Website.

One ordinance received in the temple is called the endowment. The word endowment means "gift," and the temple endowment truly is a gift from God. The ordinance consists of a series of instructions and includes covenants to live righteously and follow the requirements of the gospel. The endowment focuses on the Savior, His role in Heavenly Father's plan, and the personal commitment of each member to follow Him.

I could not have dreamed a more beautiful day as a Mother. These are the days that make it all worthwhile.

A Day In Our Life

2009-06-06T01:15:00.003-07:00

This afternoon, Friday, Christian and I took Isaac to see Up, the newest Disney Pixar movie, Jared met us there for his "Lunch". (That was awesome.) What a sweet and touching movie tribute to the love of a couple. Isaac was engaged for most of the movie and didn't seem bothered by the scary parts, still too little at age 2 to understand. I cried and Laughed out Loud several times, my idea of a perfect story!

Mollie spent her day preparing for EFY which she is leaving for early Monday morning with the Hatch girls. She is so excited and wants everything to be perfect.

Christian played with Isaac so much for me today. THANK YOU CHRIS!! He even took him to the park. Friday is going to be one of our summer Isaac days.

Stephan picked up his glasses rx from the optical today so that he could aquire an inexpensive extra pair of glasses to take with him on his mission!!
He even got off work earlier than usual tonight and was able to watch a movie on dvd with his dad.

Everyone was able to meet at Aunt Tricia's for a farewell barbeque for Uncle Darren because he is going home to his family tomorrow. These are special family memories I am so happy that we take the time to share when he comes to town. Grandma is feeling much better and getting over her pneumonia. I hope she will not over do it and be gentle with herself.
Aunt Kimmy is 1 week post op. on her back and moving around very well, we pray that she will get back the feeling in her leg and foot.

Tomorrow morning Jared and I will take Stephan bright and early to the Temple where he will take out his own Endowment in preparation for his Mission.
This is a beautiful Blessing.

Wordless Wednesday

2009-06-03T12:32:00.004-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JARED
1967

Two Years Old

2009-06-02T21:59:00.002-07:00

Today, Isaac is Two Years Old!

He is the SPARK of our family.
He is full of joy and wonder.
He always wants to give everyone a kiss and a hug.
Even Mollie's friends when they are visiting.
He loves to play outside.
He loves to help Gramma water all of her plants.
In fact he thinks it is his job and I have to be careful because I often get watered too!
He loves to take things apart.
He loves to do the very same activities every time he comes for a visit.
He never gets bored of chasing the cats around and loving them.
He adores Johny and commands him to "SIT," on a regular basis.
He loves to mess around with all of the guitar equipment.
He sings in the microphone and loves to play the piano.
He can grab Grandpa's phone from his pocket before you realize what is happening!
He loves to give High Fives.
He will still take a nap with Me if he is very tired, other than that he jumps on the bed.

His birthday has been a Delightful day.
I am happy to say that the Celebrating has only begun, for tomorrow we will be enjoying cake to celebrate Isaac's Birthday and Jared's Birthday!!

YOU ARE AN UNREPEATABLE MIRACLE!

Wordless Wednesday

2009-05-27T06:58:00.003-07:00

Naomi's Graduation Party

2009-05-26T14:14:00.000-07:00

On this past Saturday we had a Party
for Naomi's High School Graduation!

Naomi, Carlin, and Isaac

This sweet family has come a long way in the last two years. They know that we always believed in them and that they could do it. Sweetheart, you have accomplished you goal, you never gave up! We are so PROUD of you. You can do anything, always believe in Yourself.

Naomi and her mom Heidi.

Naomi and Mollie.Naomi and Annie.Naomi and her sister Audrey.

When the Sunflowers fade...

2009-05-25T07:32:00.006-07:00

Just a couple of weeks ago...
My sunflowers looked like this one!
This is called a Teddy Bear cuz it is so cute and small.

Now my Teddy Bears look like this...

Some of the taller sunflowers look like this...

I don't mind the turning of my beauties because it brings
my favorite thing about the ending of spring in my garden.
LOVE BIRDS
My own special "Tender Mercy"
the one that says "you will survive the dreaded summer, you can make it, fall will come again and so will spring. Then it will be time for us to come eat your seeds again."
The love birds, have survived here in the hot desert temperatures for I don't know how long. They have found their way to my garden now for 4 years. I love listening to them sing.
I rejoice every year the first time I hear their song and every time after until they leave me.

I am still waiting to photograph them...
Maybe this year.

Our Missionary

2009-05-20T01:00:00.004-07:00

Almost 20 years ago...
A very precious Son was born.
He Grew...

He was Loved, he was cherished,
He was nurtured, he was taught and trained,
He made good choices and learned from his mistakes.

Now... He is ready, he is prepared,
His greatest desire is to serve his Heavenly Father
by bringing the Good News of the Gospel of Jesus Christ
by serving as a Missionary.

Elder Stephan Granger Johnson
is called to serve in the
Nashville, Tennessee Mission.

We LOVE you, son.
Your adventure has just begun.

May Days

2009-05-18T22:54:00.002-07:00

This month is flying by and I find myself grateful that I have a journal where I jot down many thoughts and feelings because I have not been posting here the way I like to...
I am also grateful for our Stake Challenge where we are to record every day, the workings of the Spirit in our lives and the lives of our family. I have enjoyed doing this so much and have recognized how loved I am and my family is. Our Heavenly Father does have a plan for us and it is brought to pass day by day, step by step, and the Small and Simple Things really do Matter. I have a testimony of this truth.

It Happens...

2009-05-05T01:21:00.001-07:00

If you listen real close I will tell you a secret.

I don't like to be yelled at. I don't like doors slammed around me. I don't like pouty fuming huffing humans who stomp around when they are mad at me. I don't like it when they are teenagers who live in my home (o yea, those are my teenagers) and I ESPECIALLY DON'T LIKE IT WHEN IT IS MY HUSBAND! I believe we should use words if we are angry, upset, hurt, or down. I believe in taking a break if we need one, walking away for awhile to cool off or chill or even pray.

I don't like it and I can wait as long as it takes for the sincere apology that comes from my man when he is looking at me (not at his phone while he is doing something else.)

I can wait, as long as it takes.
And I will. Because...
He is worth it, we are worth it.

Mrs. Turley

2009-04-29T19:36:00.002-07:00

When my children go to school this is the Mother who loves them there.

I have two children, Mollie and Christian who have gone to the Jr. High where Mrs. Turley is the choir director.

Only, she is much more than a choir director. She is like a mother who takes hundreds of students under her wings every year, at a time in their lives when school can sometimes be the most difficult.
Let's face it, sometimes their own mothers have difficulty wanting to put their wings around them.
Did I really just Admit that?
Honestly the students are wanting to grow and experience new things and don't want their mother hovering over them.

This is where Mrs. Turley enters the picture, like an earthbound angel she guides them, cares for them, corrects them, laughs with them, and becomes a confidant as they grow into fine young women and young men.

She does not, in my opinion, try to be their "best friend" NO, she is so much more. She knows her place and fills it with light, encouragement, and tremendous amounts of love for Jr. High Students. I know for a fact, because I am the mother of two of her students, that she does not always feel the warmth of her reward instantly. She is patient and giving and long suffering with a teenagers moods. I have tried to learn from her and I am grateful to have reaped the rewards of her gifts.

Last night, in a High School choir concert, Mrs. Turley was honored by one of her former students.
He, Justin, had arranged one of the most beautiful folk songs I know, "Homeward Bound" and dedicated the song to his Jr. High Choir teacher.
It was a moving and appropriate tribute to a woman, an angel, a mother to hundreds, who has given so much.

We Love You Mrs. Turley!

REAL STRENGTH IS

NOT JUST A CONDITION OF

ONE'S MUSCLES, BUT A

TENDERNESS IN

ONE'S SPIRIT.

McCallister Dodds

Monday

2009-04-27T23:03:00.004-07:00

Today I feel very good about the time I spent with my Children
I felt the Blessings of the Lord bringing peace into our connections
Christian and I spent time outside working on weeds with the two
new hoes that I was inspired to buy 2 not 1!

Time with Stephan was enjoyable and he was very amiable which is
refreshing to say the least.

FHE was lovely and Christian gave us a lesson about the scripture in
James which Joseph Smith read and thus began the restoration of the
Gospel of Jesus Christ. I bore testimony as did Jared and Christian.
We really enjoyed each other.

I really enjoyed getting in contact with Towanda M. from JC on FB. I love
that I can reconnect with people from my past. I know that if I told
Jared that it kinda feels like a Celestial Kingdom on the web he would
laugh at me.

I wrote an email to Motherboard about starting a new survivors group on
MMB. I wanted her advice. I feel a strong impression from the Spirit to do this.

A lovely day with very little head-ache in spite of my allergies acting up.

Sunday Blessings

2009-04-27T00:11:00.002-07:00

Waking up and realizing that it is Sunday, we have the1:30 church time which means I can snuggle up to Jared and go back to sleep.
Because I have no little children {see above} This is one benefit of having teenagers, {I have to acknowledge the good things about teenagers.}
Listening to beautiful music, singing hymns, I must say our row in church is sounding quite nice with all of those parts.
Getting my magic bag all ready for Sunbeam class. It is so great that I worked ahead on all of our coloring and project goodies. It feels so good to be prepared.
Even when I don't feel well, as in the horrible sinus problem I have had for so long I can't bear to miss teaching my angel girls in Sunbeams.
The weather!!
Let's repeat that one O Yeah... THE WEATHER HAS COOLED OFF, IT FEELS LIKE APRIL FOR REAL...!!!
Having President Bawden speak to us in church today and tell us how much he felt the Savior's love for all of us in a very special way.
Meeting those adorable new children today and helping them find their classes. The six year old put her hand in mine and went with me as if we were old friends. {Wish she was in my class}
Seeing all the bright shiny faces in my classroom.
Twirling with all those little girls, it's a tradition! We have to talk about our dresses, shoes, and twirl. All before the opening prayer.
Today I taught the girls that Heavenly Father and Jesus have a body just like us. And we finished the creation by learning about Adam and Eve.
My sweet ward.
Home Teachers.
Napping after church.
Watching Masterpiece with Jared.
My sometimes sweet teeangers and all of the tender moments and even the challenges I have with them.

2009-04-24T14:46:00.004-07:00

Here lies the great gift of the Spirit:

though we may have lost our way,

when we come to that realization,

we discover the path once again.

Dr. Lauren Artress

The funny thing for me, I can lose my way many times in a month, a week, or even sometimes a day. I can say that this is true, once I recognize that I am off course I see where to get back on. I think the trick for me is not being to stubborn to do what it takes to get back on the path or to frustrated that I am off again. This simple thought has really got me thinking, it truly is a gift of the Spirit that I can see the path once I realize I have strayed.

Today I am thanking my Heavenly Father that I have learned this truth and pleading for the humility to remember who I am. ...To trust myself and put my faith and trust in Him.

2009-04-23T23:52:00.002-07:00

Someday

all you'll have

to light the way

will be a single ray

of hope, and that

will be enough.

Kobi Yamada

Today I am grateful. Today I have lived and trusted that I am enough. That is important to me. Today I have spent time with people I love and shared sweet simple moments with my family.

Miracles

2009-04-23T01:56:00.007-07:00

Today it really hit me hard, just how far we have come.

I realized just how ungrateful I would be if I didn't acknowledge the Lord's kindest blessings in our family's life over the past two years.

Two years ago, these beautiful and beloved Children of ours began a difficult and treacherous journey into the unknown. Neither one had even finished High School and found themselves on the brink of Parenthood. We could not have told them just how hard their journey would be and how much they would need to rely on there Savior and our Heavenly Father for help.

Our Son Carlin, still my own precious little boy, {I was not ready to relinquish my role as caregiver and guardian,} and this precious Young Woman Naomi, who was to become my Daughter-in-Law {to me as precious as if she had been mine from birth} gave birth to a most glorious child, an angel.

Within a 3 month span of time, Naomi became a Mother, a wife, and accepted the gospel of Jesus Christ into her life. She wanted more than breath for her family to be together forever.

Their story belongs to them and the joy of watching them grow and trust Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ has belonged to Jared and I.They have worked so very hard to strengthen their family. Naomi has continued to attend High School and will graduate in a few weeks!! Carlin Celebrated the passing of his GED as well as his 1st anniversary last July. He works for University Of Phoenix and attends classes there. They are In Love with the Son who brought their union together at such a tender age and are lovely parents. I could not be more grateful and particularly happy that they Share Isaac so much with his Gramma Vicki.

The next few weeks will be gearing up for the Celebrating of Isaac's 2nd Birthday. I will be enjoying the Miracle of how much life can change in two years.

How Will They Know?

2009-04-21T23:29:00.003-07:00

Holly Came to Visit us on Saturday

Tonight Jared and I sang together a most beautiful song with a most beautiful message. I love singing with my husband. We have committed to singing together more... We won't always be able to sing for others like tonight, but we can sing here in our home. We want to sing together everyday. We have been singing together for over 22 years, since before we were married.

How Will They Know

How will they know,
The ones for whom we care,
That God is love and with us everywhere,
That life is good,
with blessings all can share?
How will they know unless we teach them so?

How will they learn that,
though they go astray,
God will forgive and help them find the way?
How will they feel
the Spirit day by day?
How will they know unless we teach them so?

How will they grow
in wisdom and delight?
How will they choose
to follow what is right?
How can they trust
the future will be bright?
How will they know
unless we show them?

How will they live
when they at last are grown?
What will they give
to children of their own?
Will they reflect
the values we have shown?
How will they know,
as on through life they go?

How will they know
unless we strive to teach them so?
Natalie W. Sleeth

2009-04-21T12:31:00.003-07:00

One of the Very Best Things We Do...

Isaac and I
we water the flowers,
we watch them grow,
we stop to smell the flowers.

I stop to Smell Isaac.

We must be willing to get rid of
the life we've planned, so as to have
the life that is waiting for us.

Joseph Campbell

Today

2009-04-21T01:52:00.003-07:00

Spring in my garden

I know that technically it is tomorrow and not today but... since I have not slept yet, I will call it Monday and be happy that I am writing.

I am so grateful to my sweet husband, he fixed our very expensive, {thankfully we got it for free} toilet, which has been the bane of my days... did you know that expensive toilets are expensive to fix? He also put a new dryer vent hose on for me and did the yuckiest part of the cleanup in the laundry room. Now the dryer works!!

I am so grateful to Ronnie for taking away the car engine that has been in my driveway for a week. Not to mention that Jared's car is back in service which means I have wheels after 3 weeks without one!!

I am grateful that when Naomi's Blueberry Smoothie, did you get that... BLUEBERRY, broke open and dumped all over my carpet I didn't even get mad. It was not her fault, don't feel bad my love, all is well.

I am so grateful that I had all of those sweet and tender Moments with my Isaac today.

And last but certainly not least, I am grateful that Jared and I had Family Home Evening with the kids... instead of watching "24".

Naomi

2009-04-14T05:50:00.001-07:00

Naomi
Angel
My first Daughter in Law
My Daughter my friend
The wife and companion of my son Carlin
The mother of the sweetest grandson Isaac.

GRADUATING FROM HIGH SCHOOL
YOU did it sweetie,
I am so proud of you!

Things on My Mind

2009-04-14T05:21:00.002-07:00

The weather has cooled off again back into the 7o - 80 degree range. This must be heaven's temperature. I love the grass, all of the spectacular new leaves on my trees, my flowers which are in blooming splendor. Birds sing all day long, doors are open wide allowing their songs to fill my home with the music. The kittens and cats lounge, I have seen them rolling around in the dirt, on top of the dog house, on top of the gazebo (that was quite a leap), in the trees, catching all manner of bugs, flies, etc... in the hose pot, any small space they can find refuge from the dog's friendly advances, and often there are 5 or more of them asleep on my bed during the day!

Yesterday I lounged on my lawn chair out back while Isaac and Christian sword fought and romped and played. Isaac took regular breaks to climb on top of me and lie there as we discussed the tree, clouds, sky, and airplanes above our heads, then down he would climb off to chase the kittens, check out whatever caught his eye, get knocked over by Johnny, and bring joy to existence.

I suppose I should be grateful for the sickness which has slowed me down considerably for the last two weeks. It has given me time to savor spring.

SPRING IS HERE

2009-04-07T12:36:00.002-07:00

My Beautiful Trees are fill with amazing leaves, and once again I am happy that we didn't move into a larger home. Spring is always my favorite time of year around my home.

Our Aniversary

2009-02-27T03:20:00.009-07:00

Today I Have Been Married for 22 Years

Jared, You know you are the man of my very best Dreams. I am so happy that we chose to spend our lives together. Today is all about us and celebrating the love we have for each other and the life the Lord has so generously blessed us with.

MMMM...

Mommy is away

2009-02-21T12:39:00.002-07:00

Right now my mom is enjoying herself at a hotel for her Birthday. it has been a year since she last stayed at a hotel by herself. I don't know how she can stand being alone (w/o her hubby) but i guess i will understand when i have a family of my own. the last time she went on one of her little "trips" she brought home our cat Sasha. This cat is the reason we have seven kittens. She was naughty. Well anyway mom deserves to get away sometimes. i miss you mommy!

-♥-
Mollie
P.S. I am 14 years old for those who were wondering.

Sunflowers the Middle

2009-02-16T14:44:00.008-07:00

There were some years between the first Garden of Sunflowers and this New Garden...

In the fall of the year I turned 40, all of the Sunflowers were gone, believe it or not, it is too cold here in the winter for the prettiest sunflowers. It was a particularly cold winter with several freezes and even snow here in sunny Mesa, AZ. Quite the contrast to the current mild winter we are experiencing.

The fall brought a particular chill to our home... our sweet and beloved son came to us with the news that his girlfriend was going to have his baby. My mother heart broke open in a way I could never anticipate. These are not experiences I had thought of. The story is long and full of pain, conflict, lessons learned, LOVE, patience, impatience, tears, and even smiles. As more than one Prophet writer in the Book of Mormon wrote I can not write even the smallest part of what I feel here.

Three years have come and gone. There has been gardening. Not the kind of Gardening I Love. The yard is clean, the gardens are prepared, the weather is gorgeous, and I wouldn't dare put in print for Jared's eyes how much I have spent on seeds from Johnny's Seed Catalog ☺.

And This Year I Have A Gardening Buddy!

Sunflowers

2009-02-12T18:20:00.007-07:00

The Year I Turned 40 I Planted
A Garden of Sunflowers

They grew very fast, which I didn't know would happen. They were so gorgeous and I feel kind of silly admitting this but, I didn't realize how many different heights there would be. I just picked the seeds with pictures on the packets which appealed to me.

These flowers were like Trees, For Real!! Our one year old puppy though he was in Heaven. I can just imaging how happy all 8 cats and kittens will be this year when I plant another garden of Sunflowers.

My family is going to San Diego, sailing with Uncle Lee and Patrick for 4 DAYS!! I will have the house for some peace and quiet. All Weekend. Makes me even more grateful for President Washington and President Lincoln.

I plan to be planting Sunflowers.

1000 Meal worms

2009-02-11T18:16:00.008-07:00

This is the package I received in the mail today. Contents: Cricket {bug} water, Odor eliminator, Freeze dried meal worms, Glider Food in a jar, and 1000 live meal worms at 1" each.

Have you ever purchased 1000 meal worms? I have, many times over.

Baxter, our first glider in 2004.

You might say, Gross or TMI, or What the..., or That gives me the Heebee Jeebees, and I would answer, I don't blame you!! I thought all of that too. A very important part of the diet for our pet Sugar Gliders is the protein in Meal worms. I have gotten over my aversion to the crawly little critters for the sake of my 5 little delightful pets. We are all in love with these tiny creatures. They are marsupials which means they have pouches like kangaroos. When you touch them it is like touching mink or silk or the softest thing you can imagine!!

Sadie and Boo are popping out of this sock to say hi to Isaac during family home evening.

Baxter snoozes on Carlin's lap.

Seeing

2009-02-07T18:05:00.001-07:00

Don't Miss the Miracle

I, who cannot see, find hundreds of things
to interest me through mere touch.
I feel the delicate symmetry of a leaf.
I pass my hands lovingly
about the smooth skin of a silver birch,
or the rough shaggy bark of a pine...
I feel the delightful, velvety texture of a flower,
and discover its remarkable convolutions;
and something of the miracle of Nature
is revealed to me.
Occasionally, if I am very fortunate,
I place my hand gently on a small tree and feel
the happy quiver of a bird in full song...
At times my heart cries out with longing
to see these things.
If I can get so much pleasure from mere touch,
how much more beauty must be revealed
by sight.
Yet, those who have eves apparently see little.
The panorama of color and action
which fills the world is taken for granted...
It is... a great pity that, in the world of light,
the gift of sight
is used only as a mere convenience rather than
as a means of adding fullness to life.

"Don't Miss the Miracle," by Mark Link, compiled from the essay "If I Had Three Days to See," written by Helen Keller in 1933

Today is Saturday, I am still working on Simplifying, for me not as easy as I think it should be or sounds. Each day I pray that I will recognize The Lord's hand in my life. Today, I have seen some things with different eyes, quite possibly, OK definitely, Mostly just because I have opened my eyes to them on this particular day.

I spent time out back and realized that my flowers that I had planted from seed were beginning to bloom♥♥

I saw that my dog and Jared were playing fetch and that Johny would bring the toy
drop it and wait {you know, fetch} Whahhh... THIS IS NO SMALL MIRACLE, he is almost three and has never liked giving you back what you throw for him. I said, "What was that..?" and Jared said, "Yeah, he's been doing that for a few weeks now." Like it was nothing!!

I saw a confrontation coming between Mollie and I, I stopped us and said let's talk later.

I see how helpful and kind Jared is when I am stressed and frustrated. He is a good example for me.

My Girl!!

2009-01-26T23:11:00.003-07:00

Need I Say More!! Refer to Mollie's guest post below ♥

Simplify

2009-01-26T10:58:00.002-07:00

Lately I am overwhelmed, overwhelmed leads to discouraged. When I say "I am discouraged" I think, without courage! Whah... am I without courage? No...!!! Never, that is not me. Time to make a change.

Today is a day for change, what is really important to me?
"That we may do a lot may not be so important. That we focus the energy of our minds, our hearts, and our souls on those things of eternal significance - that is ESSENTIAL." -Elder Joseph B. Wirthlin
Thou art careful and troubled about many things. But one thing (only one thing) is (truly) needful. Luke 10:40-41

What Do I Do in Jauary?

2009-01-24T05:42:00.002-07:00

It is January 2009 and over 80 degree weather here in Sunny Mesa AZ. We, Isaac and I, garden, and NOOOO I don't dress like him {all of the neighbors are very thankful for that.} Yesterday I sat there for over 40 minutes just watching him dig in the dirt. Gardening is good for my soul.

My Hot Brother

2009-01-24T05:15:00.003-07:00

So my little Sister and I had dinner together a couple of weeks ago... YUM!! AND FUN!! We talked a whole bunch about Christmas and how awesome it was to have everyone home together. And we talked about this guy, Darren, our brother. We decided that we have the Hottest Brother ever. Cuz, let's face it, girls, especially sisters, talk about stuff like that. He's also really sweet and fun to be around. He makes us laugh like crazy and is always good for some stories about growing up together. We also think he married us a super sweet sister who is possibly Hotter than he is, but shh.. don't tell him that. Cynthia, thanks for taking care of our Brother there in PA, we miss you guys. Thanks for coming out here to spend your Christmas with us, it was awesome.

Some-Days

2009-01-22T20:40:00.002-07:00

Some days are for sleeping in because you stayed up too late reading a good book. Sitting up in bed reading it some more. Thinking at noon, I'll miss Glenn Beck if I keep reading and I really should feed the dog and do something about eating or anything else.
So you eat, do little bit extra, chop down the out of control bush buy your front door to get some exercise, start for the back door, (cuz you really were going to work outside all day on your yard) see the book beckoning...
Then it's all over, you sit down on the couch and you finish all the rest of the 754 pages. Thank you Stephenie Meyer, I have finally finished all 4 of the Vampire Saga. What Fun!! Maybe I can finally work in my yard again.

Mollie's guest post! ♥ Understanding

2009-01-18T11:23:00.004-07:00

Mom said I should guest post for her so I decided why not. I want to start off by saying I have some pretty "dang good" parents. I a appreciate how they can understand teenagers (most of the time). They wouldn't kill me if I made a bad choice. They are willing to let me wear the kinds of clothes I want (as long as they are modest) and do whatever to my hair. My parents dont try to live my life they let me do that. They are willing to accept that my best friend is a boy. They forgive me when I don't get my chores done or schoolwork done because i was to bussy with a friend in need or dance. I love my parents and I know they love me (and thats kind of important). I wouldn't trade them for anyone else!♥